Torn

I'm having one of those days where I'm feeling really really under appreciated. Well I say one of them days but its been a while now. I just feel like I put a lot of energy into other people and they just totally can't be bothered with me. Now I'm not trying to make out like I do shit loads of stuff for everyone, cause I don't. But I do put a fair bit of effort into trying to talk to people, making sure people know how much I appreciate them and generally trying to be a good friend to those people that I care about. Its really starting to feel like I'm the only one who cares. I don't mean that I want constant reassurance that I'm appreciated but its times like there's where short text or message on facebook or even a 5 minuite phonecall would be nice. An 'i miss you' or 'love you' or 'i do care' every now and again would be nice. I just want to feel like I'm not totally on my own, I can't remember the last time someone rang me when they said they would, or the last time someone actually just rang me not me having to ring them. Maybe even just a hug without there having to be a reason for it would be nice now and again. I swear this is not too much to ask.