Bubblegum and Cotton Candy

Finding lost Barry M nailvarnish has officially made my life complete, but on a more serious note, i have recently had the sudden realisation that i am losing one of my best friends, this isnt intentional, and it certainly isnt anyones fault, i still love him to pieces, and i know he still loves me, but with with his upcoming relationship with someone who shall remain unnamed, and my strengthened bond with an old friend, we have kinda drifted our seperate ways, and my god do i miss him. Now by no means am i trying to replace said friend, as i have been accused of recently by various outsiders. It just so happens that things have worked out like this, kind of a strange coincidence. As for people having an opinion on the matter, i really dont care all that much.

I do miss our tea dates more than anything though and that feeling of being totally comfortable with someone. But i suppose he will have tea dates with her, and i'll learn to feel entirely comfortable with my friend, saying that, i already i do. I dont know what it is about that kid, i think i just know im safe around him, he makes me feel comfortable and cared for. He's the kind of person i know i can run crying too and he would comfort me not laugh casue my hairs gone curly or my makeups run. The kind of person i dont need to run and fix my face with after waking up the morning after a messy night. The kind of person who i know likes me for me, nothing more, nothing less. Although obviously i will never tell him any of this because he will think im soppy and girly, but deep down i think he knows he means alot to me, atleast, i hope he does.

ps, i need this bag.